Friday, August 21, 2009 8/21/2009 04:17:00 PM
my throat is hurting so bad... just so bad

My throat's been hurting for 2 days, it hurts like there are fish bones and ulcers and raw cuts on my swolen tonsils. :( it hurts when i swallow, when i talk, when i don't swallow, when i yawn, when i sneeze, when i giggle... And my voice, i lost it, and now it's barely louder than a whisper. The pain's really bad, and i just want to get well, but apparently I'm going to have to bear it a while more. I'm going to see a doctor today, i still went to school cause i felt guilty this morning (if i didn't go, i'd miss lessons!) I hope i can get a A average for this year, i don't think A1 is possible anymore... My hcl, i'm failing! ARGH. i'm gonna bake a cake to try and forget my pains. Oh and i heard from Mei en that Gabriel Loke's dad passed away yesterday, so God Bless Him, and let Gabriel not be too traumatized and let him have the strength to recover in time for EOYs.
I'm don't feel well enough to go for cell.
Why can't the pain just stop, or pause just for a while, it's been going on 24/7 and my throat's killing me!
Please Lord, Give me strength to carry on.